August 2012
psst.
you there.
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March 2012
to be honest, I have no idea how long I’ll keep this thing running. I’ll probably just abandon it. I’ll see.
A confession: I’ve been agnostic for years now, but I’m starting to think there really is no god. Along with that, I still like the idea of heaven, and kinda hope it or something like it exists. Fucked up? Yeah, sure. Everything’s fucked up. I...
I feel really lonely.
Fuck.
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these days I’m spacing out every few minutes and my stomach keeps getting upset. But I’m fine. I’ll be fine.
my anxiety is up and I’m confused. The funeral is tomorrow. I need to breathe.
February 2012
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of course, there’s this one too.
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I hate this so much.
I keep going through different thoughts and feelings, wanting to die one moment, and then wanting to live my life to the fullest the next, and it keeps switching over and over in my head.
Right now all I know is that I hate my life, and I really need it to change. I’ve known this. If it doesn’t, it’ll probably just drive me insane. This ridiculous incident...
lit candle + listening to Nick Cave + vodka
fuck it.
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“Life moves pretty fast. If you don’t stop and look around once in a while,...”
– Ferris Bueller
just to get this out.
the sun out in Philadelphia is bright, but it feels like the darkest day to me.
Right after I woke up today, I had the thought of us running away. Of course, that wouldn’t happen. It was just a daydream, just another.
And then getting online and seeing what had happened, I wished so hard that it wasn’t true. And I sobbed. It couldn’t have happened, but it did. And despite your...
jgxx asked: WHAT THE FUCK? WHAT HAPPENED!?
dafuq
I knew this kid back in high school, he was into punk music, right. And he was also very politically aware.
I find his FB now, and he’s all into hip-hop and nothing else. What the fuck just happened.
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humans make me fuckin’ sick, get out of here with your love and shit.
